Thursday, March 10, 2011

Giving up

Do you ever feel like no matter what you do, things just don't seem to go your way? Is this a feeling we have everyday? Or is it that we have high expectations of what we deserve?

I try not to be needy or greedy. I have always found that I get great pleasure in giving of myself to others. I am greatful for the tiniest things that comes my way. I know that in my past I wanted so much more. Not just for myself, but for my family. I have been unemployed for a few weeks now and come to learned that I can be frugal. During this time I went day by day thinking and worrying if i would EVER get out of this funk. How can I possibly? The job market is bad and I'm living in a state I know nothing about. I know a limited amount of people. The people are different, the weather is different, driving is different. OMG! Where I have I ended up?! Some days I just want to give up, crawl under a rock and die! Give up. But I'm not a quitter. I can't give up. I must continue forward, it's my life and I need to do this for me. I am responsible for my own happiness. Everyone and everything else are extra perks, my support and my strength. I will never give up on happiness....... I have worked hard for it..... I deserve it.

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